I mean, I'm not complaining. It happens to be a Friday during a short week and the last day of May. Which means that we are 6 days shy of my 24th birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so excited. Why? I'm not sure. I'm quickly becoming an old lady. I feel like such an adult lately, too. So many adult things in the plans - careers and wedding plans, bills and even dressing like an adult. [weird, right?] I mean, I still want to wear my Reptar shirt everyday but instead I put on pretty big girl clothes [stolen from my mom/bought at Macy's] and makeup. I put on makeup.
Who is this person?
Well, with these natural changes and my progress on making good habits lately, leave me to start some new positive habits after my birthday that will hopefully stick.
Like working out. I bought a totally cute pair of yoga pants and yoga bra from Vicky's that will hopefully motivate me. I've been opting for the healthier options when I eat, and I am definitely unhappy with my 15 lb weight gain since my last birthday.
I don't like to complain about it because then people think I have an eating disorder. No, in my Bdubs work uniform you cannot tell that I weigh 20 lbs more than the last time I worked for them. In fact, I don't want to get anywhere near to that low again. That was my freak of nature days, and now I'm in my normal adult human girl days.
But I want to be healthier. I don't want to get out of breath because I walked up a hill and talked on the phone [I don't see any guarantees from anyone that this won't happen still, but I believe it could be possible!] I have become excited about and begun craving fruits and vegetables. See, I'm growing up! So I have to keep up the process. I just need to find a way to work out that
I need an accountability partner. So, I'm looking for a blog or blog friends with a challenge that I can stick with and not feel overwhelmed by. That's the hard part. Insanity scares me. 30 miles in 30 days, scares me.
Also, I don't have normal people hours. I work from 8a-12a most days and can only sneak in 6ish hours of sleep.
Does anyone know of something??