Hii! I'm sorry I've been MIA for quite some time, but in the meantime I'd like to leave you with something my mom has always instilled in me:
It's always better to give than to receive.
It doesn't mean let yourself be taken advantage of, but simply that you shouldn't expect to be handed everything. Rather, give what you can because it's always going to be the best you have. There's no better prize, reward, or gift than that.